I decided to write on this site, the reason is because I respect all the art that this site produces, I am at awe. And so I write my journals here. I will attempt to write at least 500 words every other day to get myself into the habit as I begin consolidating my script. I've thrown down a good lot of it the other day pushing me to want to press this story on mankind's heart.

So in a very random way, such as scouring the posts on craigslist's religion and philosophy section, maybe even something said on cnn that I'm watching at work. Yes, I am at work, the graveyard security force to the rescue...yay...as you can see 'yay' was no in caps. However it is a good job i must digress. Happiness was at topic on craiglist and I will thusly provide some simple insight into my mind on such obscure topics. please dont be too offended, what i write is for the sake of writing rather than prove a point and try o change minds, it is not what i write, its that I do...here goes.

Happiness must first be defined in order for me to even wrap words around such a vast idea. For this topic, and for this first part of my little essay, I will define it not as I see it, but as I have seen it and most others look at it. Happiness is at first above all things, distant. It also is a feeling that provides one with joy and ability to cope with the stress of everyday life. Happiness is also freedom, not in the true sense of the word but in the sense of illusion of freedom gained by possession and ability. You are happy if you have the means to which you can travel to paradise. Ultimately this kind of happiness resembles more a product than a realistic state of mind. If ever happiness is defined through possession, then very few acquire happiness, and none keep it.

So suppose that is what happiness is to the majority of mankind. Funny thing is, that most of mankind would not admit it were such a perilous journey but rather a new definition. But this definition that I will try to supply, is costly…the most expensive thing. The great statement made would be that you cant afford it…and if you think you cant you defiantly cant. Happiness first derives out of the mind, and it also is where it ends. Well you few if any who read this will be disappointed because I’ve roughly reached my 500 word count…but please if you wish me to continue or truly write something to an audience, then I will clean up this stuff and legitimatize it enough to be read by anyone. Again this is just for my own needs, not about quality, but quantity…which is not at all my moto for life, but simply a reason write and keep focused so I can eventually produce my script for brim. I will delete this eventually…make your requests known.